5.02.2007

Life's a funny thing.

Lifes a funny thing isnt it? I feel strangly at peace today, even though I know there is a lot for me to feel uneasy about. I know that even though I could be afraid, anxious, lonely, worried, or any other dark feeling that I could be lost in, somehow, I know that I am cared for, looked after, and loved. I have spent the last week especially feeling really unhappy, and fried over things that quite frankly arent as important as I made them out to be. My car broke down this past week, and I have been stressing out more than I can describe, but in the past few days, I have realized that even the trees are taken care of and recieve all that they require. The flowers of the feild require nothing but the love of God to supply them with everything they need to glorify Him, so why should I be any different? I have a song in my heart that is lifting my spirit higher and higher as I sing it. Though there is an entire world outside just waiting to crush me, I know that I can meet with God here, in the quiet of my soul. He has made his home in my heart and although I dont always hear him, I know that I can learn to listen. I may not be a perfect creation, but I am his creation, and that is all I need right now, and that may be all I need forever.